inside my head

want to know what's inside my head? well I'm not sure you'd like to know because I am positive I don't want to hear it out loud either.

I think some people may have done this. thinking things over and over and thinks it's better to keep it inside the head than blurt it out. they say some things are better left unsaid.

If given the chance to voice out what's on my mind. there would be chaos, hate! so I'd rather keep my mouth shut and keep whatever I'm thinking.

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english

It is so hard when I try to speak english. Its like me trying not speaking. I so love to learn conversational english but it seems so complicated. I feel I'm the king in the movie the kings speech. Even though I know by heart what I want to express no words come out my mouth. I think my brain messes it all up. It is so frustrating, I feel like crying all the time.

I think its not self confidence that I'm lack of. Its just me.