STUDYING

I started studying yesterday when zhoe was sleeping.. well not really studying the lesson but learning the strategies on how to answer the NCLEX-PN board exam. 

man, i realized i can't recall anything from way back when i was in school. it's completely gone.. all of it.. when i was trying to answer the sample questions i was just guessing all the answers.. guess i have to study everything all over again.. 

its really sad because if i were really serious in the first place about taking the board exam i would have really studied and kept everything in mind i would have passed the exam after i graduated.. well because i was too tired and too lazy to keep my promise to take the BE. well i can't blame anyone but myself. i just have to accept the fact that i have to start all over. 

i'm sure i will be able to recall if i just stay focus on my reading and hopefully have the guts to really take the exam and won't be stubborn to seek for help. i know it'll be long enough for me to accept that..

so for now.. i'll do what i love most.. READING! instead of fiction or romance novel, i'll be reading pn books, i think it'll be exciting..